You Get Me The Way No One Else Do

[spuffycrusade83]

It breaks me when I look at you
To see you not here
It's like I tried but I failed
And you're not there

No matter what I do
No matter how much I try
It's the heart breaking
Right here inside

Deep down we fight it
We hide it
But we know we can't
And that's an always

Sides,
Love is a gift

A sweet sweet gift

Hey Spike,

It's been 2 years since your unannounced death. Why didn't you tell me? Why did you have to hide? I was heartbroken when I found out. It was soooo unexpected. I love you and don't you forget it MISTER!

P.S.,

Take care of him god, we all know he deserves to rest.

[spuffycrusade83]

*Flashback*

Buffy didn't have a clue how to cope, but one thing was clear. Spike was there when they couldn't be. He filled their roles and acted as her voice of reason when things weren't good. Things that you'd have nightmares about only to wake up wishing that they were. She'd wake up in her own cold sweat, dreaming of HIM and only HIM. She was her own guilt trip, the constant nagging that she should have but couldn't save him. He WAS her one constant and she felt her strength zapped right out of her as he was swallowed by the flames of death. Nothing, no one could fault her for her aching hurt. Everything was in the way.

God, if only she could have done something to pull him out of the fire. He'd still be here. With her.............